I don’t even know what to say, I just want to be in one of those relationships that last until I’m 90 or something. The other day my boyfriend said that he didn’t think that we’d still be together when he goes to university next year. I mean with all the travelling and the new friendships he’s going to be getting then yeah, he’s probably right. I never ever want to be without him. I know it sounds stupid to say. I know I’m only 17 and he’s just turned 19, but I think he’s the person I want to spend forever with.

I mean he’s the only person that I’ve ever felt totally comfortable with, the first person I’ve truly loved, my total best friend who I can tell everything to. My soul mate, the only person that makes me feel safe when I cry, and the only person that I’ve thought about children with.

I can’t see my life without him. Pathetic, naive, stupid, whatever. I want me and him forever.